Penitence

Oh boy...Know it aint possible...that im mutterring like a fool, long-lost in a cocoon, half-hidden to the rest of the world, But...how I wish i could wipe out the last one and a half months of my life n redo it in a way thats more like me. Why am I such a damned lout...so recklessly selfish at times? Damnation. Gimme another chance....Wud you Life?